13.1.12

WTF

Because acknowledging emotions is important to fully grasp the experience, I am going to take a moment to do so:

Dear Vaguely Familiar Emotion,
I think we have met before, but it's been a long time, and we've both changed. I'm not sure what to say, except,

FUCK!

I am fluctuating between speeding heart, crying, smirking, saying "I told you so", and laughing. 

I want to sit on the couch with you, vaguely familiar but changed emotion. I want to be nude, wrapped in layers of fluffy blankets, legs and fingers entangled with yours, until I get to know your name again and your scent is on my skin. Long enough so that when you are gone I'm relieved. Just until I recognize you and love you for what you are, and the brief moment I have you, and don't need you back for a very long time.

Sincerest Regards

2 comments:

Jackie said...

Sometimes I can only read and shake my head possibly in amusement, probably in wonder at the words that come out of your mouth. A good little church goer like you using THAT word!!! Ah WTF I use it at least once a day especially when I have any of the children at home.

Jackie said...

Oh and THAT word didn't distract me from what you were talking about either. I was just wondering if it a particular emotion you are getting cosy with or just emotions in general?